Bs ek khayal..

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Zindgi to bahut hi suljhi hui hoti h..

Pr hm kabhi apne armano ko pura krne k liye to kbhi jimmedariya nibhate nibhate.. ise aur uljha hua bnate jate h…Kuch hasil krne ki bhag daud mai hm is kadr gum ho jate h ki kayi br pta hi ni hota ki asal mai hum kya chahte h.. hmara dil kya chahta h,… inhe uljhano se bndha mai b ek musafir ki trh safr pr nikla tha..

Ghr se door.. thakan hone ki wajah se kb ankh lg gyi pta hi ni chala.. thik se ankhein bnd b ni hui thi ki  “ek khayal ” aaya… achanak jisne muje sir se pair tk bechaini mai dubo diya.. muje apna safr khatm krne ko majbur kr diya.. mai sidha ghr gya. jha hr roj ki trh koi mera intzaar kr rha tha.. aise achanak laut aane pr thodi hairani hui use.. pr koi sawal ni kiya.

Aj use dekhkr anjana sa ehsas hua jisne meri bdti hui sanso ko dheema kr diya . Dhadkano ko kuch palo k liye tham sa liya.. mai kuch pl k liye to bs use yuhi dekhta rh gya..

 Wo hairan thi ki akhir kya bt h, kya hua hoga ..?? Aise kayi sawal usk mn mai uth rhe the.. jo uska chehra saaf baya kr rha tha..

Ek aur pl na gawate hue uska hath thamkr maine kha.. chalo taiyar ho jao hume ghumne chalna hai.. wo kuch smjh hi ni pa rhi thi ki akhir hua kya h… bina koi sawal kiye wo taiyar hui aur hm samandr ki trf nikl pde.. ghumte ghumte thk kr ek jgh baith gye..

wo khamosh thi.. shyd smjhne ki kosis kr rhi thi ki akhir kya hua h..? aj tk jis insan k paas bt krne ka bhi wqt ni tha aj achanak se apna kam chodkr ghumne kaise nikal pda… jo insan hmesa mushkil wqt ka smna nidar hokr krta aaya h aj wo itna dara hua aur shaant kyu h..??..

Mai khamosh tha.. kyuki wo khyal mere mn mai bsa hua tha jisme maine use khud se dur jate hue mehsus kiya tha.. us ek lmhe ne muje hila kr rkh diya tha.. hr chiz bewajh si lgne lgi thi.. muje ehsas hua ki usk bina kisi b pl k koi mayne nahi..

Kbi socha hi ni ki khwaisho k piche bhagte bhagte itna sb piche chhut jayega.. aur ab usse kaise mafi mangu..? Us wqt k liye jo guzr gya…

Inhi uljhano mai fasa tha mai..ki tbi apne hath mai uska hath mehsus kiya maine.. mere chehre ki pareshani ko pd liya tha shyd usne.. himmat krk aj phli br mere kandhe pr sir rkha aur pucha.. sb thk h na.. aisi kaunsi wjh h jisne apko itna pareshan kr diya..?? Meri ankhon mai ansu jhalk uthe khusi k the ya drd ki wjh se.. bta pana muskil h.. chehre pr sukoon bhari muskan k sath uska hath thama…

Aur kha… ” bs ek khyal “….!!..

                                            ~samar